Double Meat.


Yesterday, I woke up at 4:33 am and wrote  12,9333 days of Eunice. I woke up with it on my mind and didn’t allow myself to do anything else until it had been written. I rolled over in bed, reached for my laptop and wrote it before I’d even wiped the crust out of my eyes. Writing yesterdays blog was important to me and helped me get clarity on so many things but writing always does that for me… but yesterday I knew there was something else.

This morning, the first thing I did was pray a short prayer.

“God, I need you badly. Please help me, today. Amen.”

That’s not an alarming prayer for me to pray at all. I mean, I beg God to call in the saints “to guide the Chipotle lady to bless my half Steak and half Chicken bowl with double meat. In JESUS HOLY  NAME.” Every. Single. Time.

Free Double Meat is more proof of the goodness of Jesus. #wonthedoit He’s a waymaker.#ashe

So me begging God and the the big baby Jesus to help me through the day is my regular state of being.

So I prayed my prayer. I grabbed my phone, ignored the million, “its 2 minutes from Christmas buy everything now sales” notification and landed on an email notifying me of a new comment on my blog.  It was this one…

I cried. I wish I could thank you enough for sharing but I can't... I'll just thank you deeply for doing what you are supposed to do for you. I'm proud of you sis... You are a conqueror.

I cried. I wish I could thank you enough for sharing but I can’t… I’ll just thank you deeply for doing what you are supposed to do for you. I’m proud of you sis… You are a conqueror.

I cried… A lot.

Girl what??

Its so crazy that these things I share on the interwebz can help anybody, do anything… much less help push someone toward making a decision to trust and care for themselves…

:ugly cry:

 

Every time somebody posts something like this I feel like this….and this….

YOU BETTA GO GIRL AND THANK YOU JESUS!!!!

 

God is still in the blessing business so I know it won’t be the last time somebody says something like this.  I’m so grateful to be able to witness women and men decide to trust and care for themselves. There’s God all up in that… So what more help could we need??

Comments like this one give me the will to wake up and write another day. Writing keeps me strong. Writing keeps me fearless. And your comments and support keep me here.

I’m going to go write now… but I just wanted to say thank you to everyone whose ever shared my stuff, sent me a message, a comment, or a like on anything I’ve written, filmed, posted, or done.

Sometimes you all think its me doing something good for you… But really you all have no idea what amazing good you all have done for me every time.

Thank you for your help.

SistaTV loves you, your comments, and the double meat in every day.

 

 

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