Well…. I finally said it…


The post I wrote about the five words I did not want to say is up on XOJANE…. And I am literally shaking and sobbing and trying to write something to distract me from the pain… the worry and the parlyzing and totally crippling fear… But I need to do this… I need to speak my truth cause even though it feels like it. I am not alone. Somewhere there is somebody who is going through this or worse. And they are staying in a shitty situation because they are sacred of the embarrassment, the pain, or the work.

So I’m going to do this for both of us. Cause there is no fear in this. No shame in this… There is only love. The love that you must have for yourself to hold yourself, your heart, and your life in its highest regard. I love myself too much to commit these kinds of crimes of self-denial against my self. So I am not going to give up on myself…  and I’m not going to let fear win… I This is just the stage of my life that I need to go through to get to the great…  So look out greatness… Here I COME….

http://www.xojane.com/sex/i-have-to-say-these-5-words-publicly-before-they-kill-me

 

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